Today was yet another uneventful day. I spent the majority of the day at SM's house just watching TV and cuddling together. It was nice. But I knew that I had so much stuff to do at home and just didnt want to do it. Now its getting late and Im running out of time. I have to get to sleep in a couple hours so I can get up to go to hell in the morning. I dont know if I should be complaining so much since I should be thankful that at least I have a job. But does that doesnt mean that Im happy there. I dont know but Ive been having like these anxiety attacks when it comes to work. Its like Im scared or something. I dont know. The only other thing was me & SM went to eat breakfast and grocery shopping. Oh yeah, I cleand out my closet and got rid of about 20 pairs of fat pants. Fun stuff, huh???

I just have to say that Im a little annoyed with FJ cuz it seems like whenever she calls there is a purpose. No more shooting the shit. But can we do this on this day, do you want to do that on that day, tooo much planning stuff. Im annoyed. She just asked if I wanted to go over and hel JG clean her house. Im over here avpiding cleaning my own stuff and here Im supposed to clean someone elses. I dont think so. I dont understand why it is so hard for JG since shes not working. But then I realized that cleaning is probably the last thing on her mind since she got laid off.. I feel bad for her. OK. Im gonna end this and try to be productive now.